Hello beautiful boy mummy here, Trying to be happy, not shed a tear, But it's so hard, just not right, When all I want is to hold you tight, Kiss your handsome face and see your smile, Hold your hand and talk awhile, Instead I gaze at your face in a frame, Sometimes it brings me joy, othertimes just pain, I know you walk with me just out of sight, And if you could you would hold ME tight. Benji there will never be the words to express my love for you, But know that I will always be thinking of you in everything I do. Love you so much poppet xxxxxxx